:: strong babe ::

tears.......it can't stop...

it will stop

but just for a few seconds

and it will drop again....

what i want in this place?

what i want in this life?

what i want in this world?

what i get in this place?

what i get in this life?

what i get in this world?

can anybody tell me?

I confuse with myself..

who am I?

I have friends??

who are they?

Are they here with me?

Are they know me very well?

Are they stay beside me when i cry?

or

They laugh at me when i'm cry?

I have soulmate?

where is he?

Is he knows I wanna he right now?

Is he protect me when i'm fall?

Is he knows everything about me?

:: what ever it is...i know i'm not alone....i have my beloved FAMILY ::

FAMILY :

  
  1) who knows me very well
  2) who knows everything about me
  3) who support and protect me when i'm fall

  4) who always pray for my succesfull.

  5) who stay beside me when  i'm cry

so who is the first in my life??

:: MY FAMILY~ memberikanku kekuatan untuk terus idup dengan izin ALLAH ~ ::

:: missing it ::

what i'm gonna to write this nite...hmmmm...

it is about what i'm feel right now....

now i really2 want to go to Kuala Perlis..

because...I wanna to see sea...

really2 want it...

i want it...

its can make me calm...

more relax...

laut la peneman aku time aku sedih..

tp...aku da tak dpt pegi selalu...

sedih...

aku sedih....

aku sedih sangat2...

i wanna cry...

but I can't..

"YA ALLAH...berilah kekuatan pada diriku  "

:: LoVe iT ::

Assalammualaikum kengkawan...

malam ni nak cite pe yang aku wat sepanjang hari ni...

Aku ngan bebudak umah aku pergi ke Sungai Petani ari ni...teman Diyana yang hendak jumpe her boy..(^.^)

Akhirnye dapat gak diyana jumpe kan diyana...mesti happy giler and senyum sampai telinga...lame tunggu tu..hehe...

K berbalik kepada cite aku...

Aku pun mengambil peluang jumpe azuan hari ni...alang2 umah die ngan Sg petani pun dlm 30 minute je...jd aku pun ajak la die...Rindu la pulak kan...da dlm beberapa minggu tak jumpe...die pun tgh praktikal now ni...

At first, we all go to Village Mall...It is about 20 minutes from Plaza Tol Sg lalang. The mall is quite large and it is look like Jitra Mall. Then, we plan to watch movie toothfairy but unfortunately the cinema is still under maintainance. After a few minutes, we decided to go to CS and watched movie "spy next door". The story is good and funny.

I'm very happy because azuan ada di depan mate..Terubat kerinduan..hehe..(gatai2) yang lagi bertambah bahagianye bile tetibe die wat surprise...touching2..

The gift is for my becoming birthday..  v(^.^)v

I like it very much because :

   1) I'm addicted to hoody or something related to sweater  

  2) It is yellow colour (wooyoung's colour)

   

3) It is surprise ( i like surprise~~~ )

   4) and.....because ade tulis "2PM GIRLS" ( i like 2PM damn much)

* as I said before 2PM is Korean Artist* 

5) because It is special gift from AZUAN ( very2 important)

Thank you very much azuan!!! Really appreciate that....really2 love it!!!!!

hmmmmm...pe lg nak tulis...haaaa...

Azuan and I buy "banana" to zahin...

wanna see the banana??

The reason we buy banana becoz :

  she like CHANSUNG (boy from 2PM ) and CHANSUNG like BANANA...

Nsib bek die suke hadiah ni

heheehhe...

thats all for today...

*nite nite*

:: Beware ::

Assalammualaikum my friends....

As a muslim HALAL foods is important to us. we shouldn't drink something yang boleh memabukkan and also animal which have two habitats. Everybody knows that muslim can't eat something from pig.

Recently, my lecturer have told us about some code which is E 110. This code represents something from pig. Usually this code is located at ingredients of food. So my friends...before buy food, make sure read the ingredients first...

After I know about this code, my friends and I started to read the ingredients before buying it. Suddenly there have some products that contains this code and we become more shocked because the product contains halal label...=(

to all my friends...

:: Di sini saya menasihatkan rakan-rakan dan diri saya sendiri untuk lebih berhati-hati dalam memilih makanan yang akan menjadi darah daging kite....Makanan-makanan yang tidak halah boleh menyesatkan hati kite...

berwaspada eh rakan-rakan yang kusayangi....

" jangan di salah ertikan post ku ini....ini hanya ingin memberi info untuk lebih berhati-hati "

makanan yang berkhasiat untuk kite :

1. Kurma

2. Kismis

kedua-duanya dapat meningkatkan daya ingatan kite....cubalah~ (^.^)

* both pic I take from googles...I don't have the pic in my album..hihi       (^.^)v

::after this ::

Now is my last semester...I have to think whether i wanna to continue study or find a job...

Ayah want me to continue my study...continue Master..I interested to continue study but i still confuse to continue by course or research. If continue by course, I have to do  many assignments and have to study by myself. For me it is quite difficult. Like Miss Nurul Akma have said before, master by course have a lot of discussion and I think I can't do discussion very well.

So...

Actually I like to do research because by research we can see what going on. In research, observation is important. All the changes occur in experiment have reasons. And it is our responsible to know why the changes happen. But..in research, it have a lot of presentation.. like Dr Azlan always said..VIVA.. and...This is my weakness which is I afraid to present...Every time I have to present something my body become cold and I started to shaking ( hehe..menggeletar) It was totally obvious..later..my voice like stuck at throat, and my foot never touch land..Even I have do  practice before the presentation, I still shaking and my mind sometimes blank in front of others...huhu..so..how?? can u guys help me??

 I wanna make my parents proud with me..I want to take Master..really want it. I wanna to fulfill my parent's hope which is want to see me graduate in Master. So...by now, I have to more focus on my life and start to plan what I have to do to success.

my lovely ayah  @ house

my lovely mom @ australia

:: chocolate ::

chocolate can bring happiness to people..I like eat chocolate very much...I'm happy when it's melt in my mouth...waaaa...so delicious!!! *nyum* nyum* (^.^)


But....
I can't eat chocolate everyday..
This is because it can make me sick..
when ever I eat it, my eyes will suddenly warm and start dizziness
sometimes I will get flu too..
that was so sad.. (T.T)



and now...
I'm wondering...
How chocolate can make me sick??
what are the ingredients??
Hmmmm.....
should I study about it??
hmmm..maybe later..hehe...

For me....
Love can be defined as chocolate..
sometimes it can bring happy for us..
and sometimes it will hurt us...
I want the happier chocolate that can give me smile everyday
and make me fall in love every moments...
so that my life become brighter and colorful..




But..
I know....Life can't be so easy...
There have something that will come to make us down and give up...
And we have to fight it to achieve..
like 2pm (korean's boy band) always said..
"FIGHTING"
fighting to raise up our pride!! ( like En. Sharizal said)
fighting to get what u want!!



" Fighting to get CHOCOLATE that I want.."

(^.^)v






* all the pictures I get from internet *

:: LasT pRojeCt::

Research is synonim to chemyst students....so do I...I have to complete my project by this semester...actually my project is direct and not really complicated...I just have to grind my sample to smaller size then extract it by using Supercritical Carbon Dioxide...it is quite interesting because this is my first time using Supercritical carbon dioxide....(hehehe...so excited!!) \(^.^)/

Suddenly...there was something happen..

last week, I have extracted my sample for about 4 hours...The extraction is start at 1 o'clock and terminate at 5 o'clock....by that evening, I can't get the essential oil because the pressure need to release before get the essential oil...so I release the pressure at the next day....after an hour, The essential oil is collected....unfortunately...the essential oil is absent....(T.T) so sad.....I become blur and don't know what to d0...

My co-supervisor which is En Zaidi said that the essential oil was contaminate with Jotropha oil. Then, he advise me to wash again the apparatus and try to extract for second time.

For the next extraction, the same situation also occur....and now i become more blur...and don't know how to solve this problem...and now this project become more complicated than what I expected.What I can do now just read and study all articel about supercritical extraction~


What I've done in phase 1 : SAMPLE PREPARATION
















grind the sample to get the small size....


FIGHTING!!!